It's Going to be Alright

A few weeks have gone by since I’ve had a real desire to pen something, anything. While vivid, intoxicating dreams have filled my nights I’ve only felt the urge to record those in my journal. Perhaps I can take the cues from these dreams and write a chapter or two. The lust for the written word has not left, just a medical set back that has attempted to knock the wind out of my cheeks. There has been no time for tears even when I’ve felt forsaken because my trust is in God. I know everything is going to be alright. As I meditate and love on myself I joke around with my siblings letting them know that this too will pass. They must say what I say or else there will be no talking or laughing. The laughter emitting from room to room serves as a reminder that nothing we face is more serious than the persecution and stripes Jesus received for us. I am grateful to be here to continue on with His plan for my life. It’s going to be marvelous.

It's A New Season

This is the time of year when resolutions for a better life are started. I have no resolutions, only a committment to make a lifestyle change. Starting with meditation, study, and a few minutes a day of exercise my plan to work on mind, body and spirit has begun. Now that the revisions of my book Looking for the Promise are in and ready for review I can concentrate on the other books in the cue for completion. Just gotta love a writer, huh? Here's wishing you and yours a successful New Year. More to come in the upcoming weeks.

It's Not Over

The new cover for my novel Looking for the Promise. Look for it with Passionate Writers Publishing. Re-release coming soon.

Can I Empty Out Yet

There was a lot of poking and prodding as the medical technicians put me through the paces for my physical. Never have I had so many tests in one day but I spread out the tests in order to get them all done today. What I thought was going to turn into an all-day event; laptop, journal and reading material in tow, I was in and out like the crack of a whip. These people were so efficient and professional making my visit that much more pleasant and short. No co-pay and a discount on my parking made me think out loud, God bless you President Barak Obama. Your fortitude in getting the health bill passed makes it easier for people like me to appreciate a top notch health system. I declare that all is well, except my bladder still is not empty. The strange dream with tubes running everywhere did not correspond to the reality of my appointment. It was all relatively simple. I'm glad it's done and now I can focus on resolving any issues that might arise from the test results. All is well and now I can empty out.

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Purpose and Destiny

Often I’ve wondered about destiny and fulfilling purpose, you know the ideas that come across your mind when you think you’re not doing enough to make a difference. Deciding that it doesn’t take a lot is what led to my afore-posted blog, Things that Make Me Happy. Spending a few days in my hometown of Chicago allowed me to reflect on how my life is spiraling. Taking that round trip flight was cause enough for celebration; the aircraft took off and landed with no problems four times for its’ passengers. Having fun with the flight attendants who promised they would eBay my garment bag if I forgot it at the end of the trip caused a stir. At the end of the flight I told the young man “No eBay for you!” using a terrible Russian accent. While making myself comfortable in the window seat after stepping over a gentleman’s bag I was glad I didn’t kick his bag in anger. That consideration and giving him the airline peanuts I didn’t want got me the promise of a speaking engagement at my alma mater. He is an instructor there he told me. While in Chicago I did as planned and made space for the unplanned (mom had surgery the day I arrived). Although I wanted to attend church services with my sorority sisters I thought it would be wiser to accompany my younger sister to mom’s house to help make her comfortable. At 87 mom is way bossy and spoiled. I blame the siblings that remain in my hometown. But I love her both near and far. These reflections make me realize precious life. Now while finishing up my communications to Facebook friends I remember I have a few doctor’s appointments to schedule. Routine stuff to make sure I stay out of surgery. Ah h h h h life! I am grateful for you. In case you missed it; being a kind, considerate friend to you is my purpose and my destiny is to find you.

Things that Make Me Happy

A hot cup of coffee, a cold bottle of water, a full tank of gas, stockings with no runs, a good pair of flats, a warm winter coat, watching the sunlight stream through my bedroom window, toilet tissue, toiletries, a great haircut, my favorite lipstick, internet access, minutes on my cell phone, sunrise, sunset, a walk along the beach, a conciliatory conversation, family that loves me, friends who are dear to me, a fantastic sermon, inspirational music, freedom to live life to its fullest, ability to learn from my mistakes are some of things that make me happy. Not having everything one desires makes one appreciate the simplest things.